~TuiLa
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Inner MessageI thought I found you amongst this rubble I call life.Inner Message
Happiness seemed on the horizon, someone to be mine At last, I had found the diamond within the coal and clod Trusting a seedling in you would have been the greatest Everything riding on the tender feelings I felt for you.
Left without you I now fester on what could have been Intimate moments alone, sweet whispers, serenity Far from it all, what I felt was nothing more than a lie Even now I wish it to be, but know it wont, you're away.
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RevelIn anguish and agony, I dreaded you. The pain unbearable, how could words cut so deep? To see the light beyond you is almost impossible. You claim to be there for me, but when needed you disappear. And when so arises a chance to hurt, there you are. I no longer can bear it, your weight like the years of pain I once endured. Never again would I go through that, I swore to myself. Now, swearing seems to be child's play, a toy or game with which you slay. With this note, I end it all. 'Tis better to live in a figurative hell, than in your actual one.Revel
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NothingnessOne loss soon becomes two, soon becomes three. Loneliness soon takes ground once held by compassion. Singularity seems to be my end-all, not meant for another. My love is a waste, never to be held by someone else. All they said was a cherished memory, now fading away. Stay with me, I would beg of them. Just before they shut the door on what we had. Now I cry myself to sleep, over what could have been. Burning on my soul, etching a shell over my heart. Unbreakable to all, when no one tries to save me. Falling, a spiral, into black nothingness.Nothingness
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My bloodI tell you everything More than you could want You said you care, but like your theme Your hot then your cold Will anyone love me, you obviously don't After our talk I wanted to end it Like never before. You think I don't know How bleak my life looks? I know more than anyone, more than you. Born from dirt to be a pebble What a goal. It's all I can attain, yet you laugh. I loved your laughter, but now, Now it brings the demons out. Those that eat at my soul Like a bear feeds on it's prey. You are the bear, I the kill, My emotions the blood...My blood
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- Current Residence: Redneckville, USA
- Interests: Reading, Writing, Japan, Foriegn Films
- Favourite movie: Memiors of a Geisha
- Favourite band or musician: Cascada, Cher, Aly&AJ
- Favourite genre of music: Pop
- Favourite poet or writer: Richard Preston
- Favourite style of art: Literature
- Operating System: XP
- Shell of choice: Nautilus
- Skin of choice: Taugt and tan
- Favourite game: TES:O IV
- Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
- Favourite cartoon character: Phoenix from Marvel Comics
- Personal Quote: "Such is life"
- Tools of the Trade: A broken heart and time
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